Photo: Charles Sykes/Bravo/NBCU Photo Bank via GettyCraig Conoverhas been on afitness journeythat he says has left him in the best shape he’s been in in years.TheSouthern Charmstar, 33, opened up to PEOPLE over the weekend about what got him back in the gym, revealing thathe’s down 20 lbs.since he started focusing on his health again.“I’m f—ing fit, more fit now than I have been in years,” Conover says at Mohegan Sun’s final Toast with the Host event at their Ultra-Luxe Lounge. “And I’m finally excited to take my shirt off again instead of hiding it on the show.““I got so many compliments [when I was filming]Summer Houselast week,” he adds. “Mya [Allen] was like, ‘I’ve never been attracted to you and like, you look fantastic.’ And Mya’s tough!“Conover says that his weight fluctuated over the years, especially as he stopped taking Adderall. The reality star, who was a founding cast member onSouthern Charmwhen it premiered in 2014, has been open about his addiction to the ADHD medication during the early seasons of the Bravo show, and says that he began putting on weight after giving it up in 2018.“Adderall Craig, at my heaviest, was 165 lbs.,” he says. “When I wasn’t addicted to amphetamines, I hit a healthy weight of like, 185 lbs.“Rich Polk/GettyBut Conover put on what pal andSouthern Charmcostar Austen Kroll jokes was “too much healthy weight.““What is it called? Cushion?” teases Conover. “But Austen’s right. I was unhealthy. I was eating everything. I was eating a lot of ice cream! And I hit the scale one day and I was 205 lbs. I started seeing my face and my neck. You can see it onSouthern Charmthis year. I’m big on [season 2 of]Winter House, too, which you’ll see when that comes out. I had it on my neck and my waist. So when I started buying bigger pants, I knew I had to do something to change.“Change meant getting to the gym every day despite his disdain for it.“I made a decision one day that I was going to go back to the gym no matter how much it sucked,” he tells PEOPLE. “And it did suck. I was like, ‘How the hell did I let myself get out of this habit?'“Withthe help of a trainer— Brian Albrecht, of Swolly Mammoth — and workout buddies that include Kroll and theirSouthern Charmcostar Shep Rose, Conover got into a routine that’s worked for him.Not only has he lost weight, but going every days has improved other areas of his life. “I’ve made more money since I started going back to the gym than I ever have,” he says, “because I’m going to the gym in the morning and just calling people all day.“Courtesy of Mohegan SunHe’s also learned things about himself he didn’t previously know, like the fact that he has what he calls “dormant depression.““I never saw it before,” he said. “I used to take Adderall as a happy pill. Now, if I miss the gym for a few days in a row, I feel my depression creeping up on me. It’s really helped me stay on track. I’ve tried to figure out a way to articulate it to people. I’m like, ‘Guys, this isn’t right or wrong, but if I wake up and go to the gym, as hard is that is for me — and I know that sounds silly — but I have a good day. If I don’t, I just f—ing order food and just lay on my couch and watch movies.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.The only thing Conover struggles with now? Balance.“Balance, I’ve never found,” he says. “I don’t have a balance. No matter how many people want to tell me that there’s balance, for me there’s not. I’m ether not doing s— or I’m doing well. There’s no middle ground. One day I hope to find balance, but until then, I just have to keep momentum going in a good way.”

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Craig Conoverhas been on afitness journeythat he says has left him in the best shape he’s been in in years.TheSouthern Charmstar, 33, opened up to PEOPLE over the weekend about what got him back in the gym, revealing thathe’s down 20 lbs.since he started focusing on his health again.“I’m f—ing fit, more fit now than I have been in years,” Conover says at Mohegan Sun’s final Toast with the Host event at their Ultra-Luxe Lounge. “And I’m finally excited to take my shirt off again instead of hiding it on the show.““I got so many compliments [when I was filming]Summer Houselast week,” he adds. “Mya [Allen] was like, ‘I’ve never been attracted to you and like, you look fantastic.’ And Mya’s tough!“Conover says that his weight fluctuated over the years, especially as he stopped taking Adderall. The reality star, who was a founding cast member onSouthern Charmwhen it premiered in 2014, has been open about his addiction to the ADHD medication during the early seasons of the Bravo show, and says that he began putting on weight after giving it up in 2018.“Adderall Craig, at my heaviest, was 165 lbs.,” he says. “When I wasn’t addicted to amphetamines, I hit a healthy weight of like, 185 lbs.“Rich Polk/GettyBut Conover put on what pal andSouthern Charmcostar Austen Kroll jokes was “too much healthy weight.““What is it called? Cushion?” teases Conover. “But Austen’s right. I was unhealthy. I was eating everything. I was eating a lot of ice cream! And I hit the scale one day and I was 205 lbs. I started seeing my face and my neck. You can see it onSouthern Charmthis year. I’m big on [season 2 of]Winter House, too, which you’ll see when that comes out. I had it on my neck and my waist. So when I started buying bigger pants, I knew I had to do something to change.“Change meant getting to the gym every day despite his disdain for it.“I made a decision one day that I was going to go back to the gym no matter how much it sucked,” he tells PEOPLE. “And it did suck. I was like, ‘How the hell did I let myself get out of this habit?'“Withthe help of a trainer— Brian Albrecht, of Swolly Mammoth — and workout buddies that include Kroll and theirSouthern Charmcostar Shep Rose, Conover got into a routine that’s worked for him.Not only has he lost weight, but going every days has improved other areas of his life. “I’ve made more money since I started going back to the gym than I ever have,” he says, “because I’m going to the gym in the morning and just calling people all day.“Courtesy of Mohegan SunHe’s also learned things about himself he didn’t previously know, like the fact that he has what he calls “dormant depression.““I never saw it before,” he said. “I used to take Adderall as a happy pill. Now, if I miss the gym for a few days in a row, I feel my depression creeping up on me. It’s really helped me stay on track. I’ve tried to figure out a way to articulate it to people. I’m like, ‘Guys, this isn’t right or wrong, but if I wake up and go to the gym, as hard is that is for me — and I know that sounds silly — but I have a good day. If I don’t, I just f—ing order food and just lay on my couch and watch movies.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.The only thing Conover struggles with now? Balance.“Balance, I’ve never found,” he says. “I don’t have a balance. No matter how many people want to tell me that there’s balance, for me there’s not. I’m ether not doing s— or I’m doing well. There’s no middle ground. One day I hope to find balance, but until then, I just have to keep momentum going in a good way.”

Craig Conoverhas been on afitness journeythat he says has left him in the best shape he’s been in in years.

TheSouthern Charmstar, 33, opened up to PEOPLE over the weekend about what got him back in the gym, revealing thathe’s down 20 lbs.since he started focusing on his health again.

“I’m f—ing fit, more fit now than I have been in years,” Conover says at Mohegan Sun’s final Toast with the Host event at their Ultra-Luxe Lounge. “And I’m finally excited to take my shirt off again instead of hiding it on the show.”

“I got so many compliments [when I was filming]Summer Houselast week,” he adds. “Mya [Allen] was like, ‘I’ve never been attracted to you and like, you look fantastic.’ And Mya’s tough!”

Conover says that his weight fluctuated over the years, especially as he stopped taking Adderall. The reality star, who was a founding cast member onSouthern Charmwhen it premiered in 2014, has been open about his addiction to the ADHD medication during the early seasons of the Bravo show, and says that he began putting on weight after giving it up in 2018.

“Adderall Craig, at my heaviest, was 165 lbs.,” he says. “When I wasn’t addicted to amphetamines, I hit a healthy weight of like, 185 lbs.”

Rich Polk/Getty

In this image released on June 5, Craig Conover attends the 2022 MTV Movie & TV Awards: UNSCRIPTED at Barker Hangar in Santa Monica, California and broadcast on June 5, 2022

But Conover put on what pal andSouthern Charmcostar Austen Kroll jokes was “too much healthy weight.”

“What is it called? Cushion?” teases Conover. “But Austen’s right. I was unhealthy. I was eating everything. I was eating a lot of ice cream! And I hit the scale one day and I was 205 lbs. I started seeing my face and my neck. You can see it onSouthern Charmthis year. I’m big on [season 2 of]Winter House, too, which you’ll see when that comes out. I had it on my neck and my waist. So when I started buying bigger pants, I knew I had to do something to change.”

Change meant getting to the gym every day despite his disdain for it.

“I made a decision one day that I was going to go back to the gym no matter how much it sucked,” he tells PEOPLE. “And it did suck. I was like, ‘How the hell did I let myself get out of this habit?'”

Withthe help of a trainer— Brian Albrecht, of Swolly Mammoth — and workout buddies that include Kroll and theirSouthern Charmcostar Shep Rose, Conover got into a routine that’s worked for him.

Not only has he lost weight, but going every days has improved other areas of his life. “I’ve made more money since I started going back to the gym than I ever have,” he says, “because I’m going to the gym in the morning and just calling people all day.”

Courtesy of Mohegan Sun

Southern Charm Bravolebrities Craig Conover and Austen Kroll at Mohegan Sun Aug 12

He’s also learned things about himself he didn’t previously know, like the fact that he has what he calls “dormant depression.”

“I never saw it before,” he said. “I used to take Adderall as a happy pill. Now, if I miss the gym for a few days in a row, I feel my depression creeping up on me. It’s really helped me stay on track. I’ve tried to figure out a way to articulate it to people. I’m like, ‘Guys, this isn’t right or wrong, but if I wake up and go to the gym, as hard is that is for me — and I know that sounds silly — but I have a good day. If I don’t, I just f—ing order food and just lay on my couch and watch movies.”

Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.

The only thing Conover struggles with now? Balance.

“Balance, I’ve never found,” he says. “I don’t have a balance. No matter how many people want to tell me that there’s balance, for me there’s not. I’m ether not doing s— or I’m doing well. There’s no middle ground. One day I hope to find balance, but until then, I just have to keep momentum going in a good way.”

source: people.com