Aaron Carter.Photo: Frazer Harrison/Getty
Just months before his death in 2022,Aaron Carterwas at his home studio in California singing about appreciating the important things in life.
Carter, 34,died not long after, drowning in his bathtub at home in November 2022 after a mix of drugs left him incapacitated. But his words live on, and Cassidy, along with Carter’s former manager and producer Morgan Matthews, are finally ready to share them with the world.
“This [song] reminds me of the Aaron that I know,” Cassidy tells PEOPLE. “He just sounds so good on it. This is a positive way to remember Aaron.”
Adds Matthews: “He’d be so proud.”
Aaron Carter and friend Bryan Cassidy.Aaron Carter
Aaron Carter
“It was hard for me to hear the song and record it. I couldn’t record it. I would lose it, I would start crying every time,” he says. “I still kind of am [recovering]. Sometimes I’ll go in my messages and read what he sent me. And you go through that and you realize a good one died young. It just sucks.”
For Cassidy, there’s more than a decade of messages to revisit when he misses his pal. The two first met through a mutual friend around 2012, and forged a fast friendship and collaborative relationship, working on dozens of songs together over the years.
Their bond was rooted in good humor, as Cassidy says the “I Want Candy” singer was “like a little kid — a child at heart.” Fond memories include the time Cassidy slammed him with an ice cream cake while he was sleeping, which Carter found “hilarious.” Then there was the time that the two were driving late at night on an empty road, and Carter hopped in the back seat, leaving the driver’s seat empty.
“I hit the brake and I turned around and this guy’s uncontrollably laughing,” Cassidy recalls. “He was like, ‘You should have seen your face.’ I was like, ‘Bro, we almost died right there.’ He was like, ‘No, I knew you could do it. But you should have seen your face.’”
Morgan Matthews (left) with Aaron Carter (right) and others.Aaron Carter
Though the antics were fun, Cassidy says Carter’s seemingly stunted emotional growth made it difficult for him to take criticism, and his friends say he surrounded himself with enablers who failed to give Carter the tough love needed to avoid temptation.
“[Bryan] is probably his only friend. He didn’t really have any friends,” says Matthews, who managed Carter and helped book his tours after meeting him through Cassidy. “He just had yes men.”
“We were trying to get him an intervention,” he says. “I remember I had to stop watching his lives for the last couple months because this really wasn’t Aaron. It made me cry because I was like… it’s not the Aaron I remember.”
Still, there were moments that Carter’s star qualities shined through, especially when he was onstage.
“When he went on the stage, boom. It was like he was the entertainer,” says Matthews. “I’d be driving him to the concert and he’d be tired and stuff and then I’d say, ‘Are you ready to go onstage?’ It didn’t look like he was but then all those people were out there screaming. He would go out there on the stage and he would turn into a different guy. He’d turn into Aaron Carter. I was like, ‘Oh my God, look at this guy!’”
Aaron Carter.Michael Bezjian/Getty for The Artists Project
The singer also found joy in hisson Prince, whom he welcomed in November 2021 with on-again, off-again girlfriend Melanie Martin.
“At the very, very end, the last couple of days, he really was trying to tighten up [for Prince],” says Cassidy. “I was talking to him every day before. He was very proud of Prince.”
“He loved that child,” adds Matthews.
For now, though, his friends are leaning on the music — just as they think Carter would have wanted.
“How we remember Aaron forever is through his music. I think that if Aaron recorded it, Aaron would want it to be out. Aaron wanted his music to be heard,” says Cassidy. “It’s just bittersweet, because I wish he could see this right now. He was special, that’s for sure.”
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source: people.com
