This article contains spoilers from the premiere episode ofThe Kardashianson Hulu.
Scott Disickis still trying to figure out his place in the Kardashian family after his split fromKourtney Kardashian.
During the premiere episode of the new Hulu seriesThe Kardashians, Scott opened up about the status of his relationship with Kourtney — and how he’scoping with her romancewith now-fiancéTravis Barker.
“Now that Kourtney’s got her life with Travis, as hard as it is, it does give me a place to finally be able to move on,” he said while talking toKhloé Kardashian.
Scott, 38, dated the Poosh founder, 42, on and off for nearly a decade before breaking up for good in 2015. They share three children:Mason, 12,Penelope, 9, andReign, 7.
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“Feeling left out and not being told anything is super hurtful, especially when I don’t have another family to go to,” he said. (Scott’s mother died in late 2013; his father died three months later.) “I’d rather be around [Kourtney and Travis] and be around my family than not at all.”
Kourtney Kardashian and Scott Disick.Denise Truscello/WireImage
Scott said he is also mourning the friendship he once had with Kourtney, as they haven’t been as close since she became serious with Travis.
“It was a huge adjustment losing Kourtney romantically, but now it’s becoming a huge adjustment losing her as a best friend. Now we’re really just more co-parenters. I’d say it’s probably one of the more difficult things in my life.”
Kourtney Kardashian and Travis Barker.Frank Micelotta/Hulu/Shutterstock
At the end of the day though, Scott said he just wants Kourtney to do whatever will make her happy. “I understand what the bigger picture is,” he said. “She’s in a real thing and I believe that’s true.”
When it comes to his own love life, Scott admitted that once he’s ready to settle down, he will have to switch up his dating habits.
“If I want to find somebody real, and serious, and somebody I’m going to actually spend my life with, it would have to be somebody more…”
“More age-appropriate,” Khloe interjected.
“Yeah,” he replied. “When you’re with an equal, you have to go back and forth.”
“That’s a big step for me. But not over 30 — whatever, 30, I don’t care. If I love somebody, it doesn’t matter their age.”
Scott recentlymade his red carpet debutwith model Rebecca Donaldson, 27, at the premiere ofThe Kardashiansin Los Angeles. The two held hands as they posed for photos together. Previously, Scott datedAmelia Gray Hamlin, 20, andSofia Richie, 23.
New episodes ofThe Kardashiansdrop on Hulu every Thursday.
source: people.com
